4.21.2010

Feelings of...

Excitement. Sadness. Joy. Anxious.

Yeah, I pretty much have been a basket case lately and although Jessica is the one showing visible signs of being pregnant, I have been waging war with what I am calling pre-partum blues.


Control.

I like the idea of control and knowing what tomorrow may bring, but really when has this ever been the case in human history. If I knew what it was like to have a baby and be a dad I am sure my emotions may be more stabilized right now. I have no clue about being a dad. Taking care of a little girl. Providing for a family.

Moving forward into uncharted territories (at least for me personally) is helping me see how I depend on myself and not the One who is in control.



Did you experience any pre-partum blues?

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